I hate using words like bitch, fuck, etc. I’m a very patient person. But when my family is being such a BITCH, that’s the only word which can describe her. You only look for me when your beau is not talking to you. You only look for me when there’s nobody to watch movie with you. I know I’m family and I’ll always be there but I have feelings. I’m human. Please treat me like one. If you’d like me to do something, why can’t you just say it nicely. I would’ve done it without questions. But because you’re being such a bitch, I don’t think I wanna do it anymore. Why is it that you can be so tolerant with your friends and not with us? Instead, you only show your true self (bitch) when you’re with us by throwing a tantrum and say out all the bad words just because we’re family and we can’t leave you. I hate you for putting me down. I hate you for doing this to me. How is it that you can forgive an outsider who calls you a bitch and all the other things but could not even tolerate the minor things we do. Being around her makes me sad these days. Sometimes I feel that she doesn’t want me anymore because she has all her friends. I feel like I’m a burden. Think positive. Hopefully positive vibrations will come my way.